I sensed this my flaw
I sensed this my flaw
It’s been a long time, I sensed it but didn’t feel concerned till now I figured out the flaw. The flaw of forgetfulness after a short period of time. When I remember the thought I had, it would no longer useful to me. Why? It is useful for others but not for me – seriously! My mind searched and found the next thought of joy I longed for at that moment. And, my mind wanders.
This is a serious thing so that I couldn’t go anywhere long for a same keen interest as previously felt. Sometimes, I felt I was back again with the old thought. This is what is happening now for me in the different scenario of my life of which in the same incident, I couldn’t had completed enough. My unfulfilled desire, I guess Alass!
Have you ever felt like that? For this, I am going to rebirth for sure if it lasts infinitely. But, I didn’t need the one I am rethinking again now for sure if my past deeds became incomplete or forgot forever. My memory or deeds reborn ! Can you figure it out what happened to me psychologically? What suggestion would you give in this case? The floors are open.
Generally, I am moving on and steps are erasing behind. I don’t remember by the way. It is passing by. It is always a new day for me and I forget the past day until and unless I need to finish the task that I had in the past. Is this normal way of the functioning of our brain?
I once read somewhere or knew from someone somewhere that if you remember all the incident of the past, you will go mad. Brain will tumble down and brain actually reorganizes the memory of our brain when we go to sleep and on the process we see dreams. True or false?
I ask a question to myself then, what can I do to remember my goals and complete it? If goals are changed everyday or every once in a while, then I literally don’t able to complete it anything. What ever I have till now completed, I simply believe it as a occurrence of a chance. But it won’t be completed until I realized it should be done and then it is complete now.
But, in case of life threatening event or needs, I felt like I just need it badly. Just by hook or by crook! What is the attitude or the nature of my mind? I don’t need all the things as it is useless or needless – only for few things so that I can survive. I am not greedy then, I figured it out. But, I need to have enough to sustain my life and the family. Check it out if that is the same for you guys as well. I won’t mind even if you have different set of mindset.
Different set of mindset you may have, I know because I have read books on ” Mindset” but forgot the writer’s name and I am lazy enough to search the book and the name of the writer, forgive me. But you got it right? “The mind set”. To mention some of the zest of thought on the book is ” We have two sets of mindset; Growth mind set and fixed mind set. In that case, I am “whisy – washy”. I figured it this mind set long time back when I am in school and had have read a story in English book, a character having whisy-washy.
But, how to get out of it? the pattern I figured it out, can I do anything about it? Or any one out there help me out to get out it? I will be very thankful.
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